Mind, Thought, Perspective...

F*ck

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Fuck the world that in spite of the truth of love, other flaws, other problems occur to stop or just hinder it happening, this is the fucking storyline of mine. I a girlfriend of another guy, and she who is forced to move though i just wanted those chances. I only want 3, 2. But one main in love. The other the 2nd biggest crush. Only in my storyline…fuck the world that in spite of something that would make the world of something that her and i do a much safer…much changed world by us…….Fuck my storyline and the entertaining of. Im in love with a girl that can, at least not soon, may get to love me again. In love with me. Ugh.
In love with me.
Love with me.
With me.
Me.
Only in love with me.

And this is the only thing holding me here…….and her…….though she is the biggest reason im here…….fuck the world, fuck life, but as long as you’re in love, nothing else matters in the world…….

Hmmm

So just wondering. Does anyone actually read my random blogs? (though yes i will admit this site is more of my darker inner thoughts that i cant just toss out over Facebook)

Task

Do you know what i must still do?!?! Meet you Taylor!!! just saying :P

Look at Nicholas Hoults Wiki

No really look, he's in the Season 7!!! XD

Life rushed through me,
Life isnt here you see,
You are gone away,
Now my mouth is empty,
All but a few words left to say…
I love you,
I hope you do come back to me.

Now i drift,
The thoughts only sift,
Your smile burned in my mind,
But now that smile isnt to me,
All you say is upsetting and unkind…
I love you,
I hope to make you smile again.

I love her,
I love you.
I will only ever love you,
Lacy Nora Diane Walters…

Past couple of weeks…

So my past couple of weeks have consisted of 1 or 2 “meals” a day(if that), gaming, smoking, watching tv and sleeping. All this because of frustration…the lack of Lacy. Kind of peeved right now because of this situation once again. October/November all over again…

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@e_whitey Eric White “1961 FORD GALAXIE 500 SUNLINER (PIERROT LE FOU)”, 2010, oil on canvas, 48 × 48 inches